Thursday, 29 August 2013

Positive? No thanks.

Credits: WeHeartIt

In all honesty, I am probably going through one of the hardest moment in my life. I can't say what but it is killing me. I have never done such a big mistake before. and to be honest, i am lost on how to deal with it. 
But during this period of time, i can tell who has been a friend or a foe all these while. It's crazy how one changes after going through so much bullshit together. I never expected it to happen to ME. I try my best to be nice to everyone, make them feel good, be there for them, but i get screwed over every single time i do that. i honestly do not know why. I don't know if anyone has been through it but it's not a good feeling. let me tell you that. Makes me feel insecure than i already am. It's a shame that i get a little emotional about things like this because when i try to be positive, it just knocks me back down. Does being nice just not gonna cut it anymore? Where is THAT friend i can count on to be a friend?

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